Life is getting sad. And I am sorry to say that I feel like writing when I am sad. Which makes me feel like a very sad and depressed person. But Over the period of last 4 months when I did not write I was really happy.
I believe that the prime motive of man's existence is to keep himself happy. And happiness soes not just mean material happiness. There are other happiness like intellectual happiness, spiritual happiness, emotional happiness etc.
I owe a lot to music. Its been the best of stress reliever for a long long time. Last week was not really good. The one on one was quite amusing. Things like these dont affect us anymore.
Just read a phrase "honetly conducted research". And this para
"Secondly, if you find a problem interesting, don't worry too much about whether it has been solved in the existing literature. You will have a lot more fun with it if you don't know, and you will learn a lot, even if what you come up with turns out not to be publishable." at this place. Things like these make you look forward to a good research career. Hoping to be able to come close to some honestly conducted research.
Things have already started becoming better. hoping the trend continues.
Also the evening with Manya was quite good. spent such good time with a friend after a very long time.
This is the transistion period again. And its gonna be painful. And now I dont even feel like drinking. What will I do to purgate the emotions now is the question.
But the problem is why cant I drink. Is it because everytime I have tried the company was not right. Lets see. Its not bad right now.