you know what i hate about being with some ppl. there is a continous process of judging you running in the background. and then there is a tendency to please everyone around you. its like a surmounting pressure. specially with ppl with whom you have been for very long. by now the judgement time should be over. and if i have passed the test of being 'good enough' to be your friend then please let me be myself. and if you havent realized that by now i am quite a selfish person. So please hate me if you like.