aise kab tak chalega?

This has been the eternal question in my life in the last 3 months. I seem to ask myself the same thing quite often. "aise kab tak chalega yaar. kab tak aise hi time pass karenge". And everyone who is doing job these days will probably identify with this question. Because it seems like we are passing time.
Balki mere case mein to I am buying time. Its probably a complete inability to make firm decisions.
Started reading Zen again. Just too good. Although when the author condemns ppl for running away from technology, it seems a direct attack on me. and the fact that i dont ever want to install a software..or go deep into linux internals.

Right now in between 3 books...fine balance..psychoanalysis and Zen.

Kal mast uchhala...technocrap uchhal ke itna relaxed feel karte hain, its like we feel we have taken off all our load, its like humne is duniya se badla le liya. ek to 99% logon ke samajh mein nahi aaya jo humne uchhala and jinko samajh mein aa gaya unke saath to aur bhi bura hua :D

The concept of chautaqua is just too good. And so is the music of yahaan.