Monday, August 15, 2005

The end

This is the end, Beautiful friend
This is the end, My only friend, the end

But sometimes it's so bloody hard just to say goodbye. Everything has to end, whether you want to phase it out or rip it off that depends.

But you have to grow up. And I suppose growing up involves freeing yourself from the emotional cushion of friendship.
I have been trying but it doesnt seem possible. Even the thought makes you shiver sometimes. And you say, ok i'll give myself some more time. There's this concept of soma in everybody's life. and after a day's work you need your soma. what else will keep you going. Now for the first time in my life I understand the psyche of haveing a girlfriend. Till now it seemed so pointless and useless, pathetic, in fact.

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