Waiting for ...

1. Man gets used to everything. -Dostoyevsky
2. Man always finds a reason to be happy in the worst of conditions. -Camus
3. Man always believes that his present times are the hardest he will ever face.
4. Never rob a man of hope, sometimes it may be the only thing he has.

For the last few years I am telling myself, just a few more months, then it will be OK. I have no idea what I am waiting for to happen before 'everything will be alright'?
I have been avoiding a lot of work explaining that it does not matter or it is not challenging enough.
" According to Freud, the defense mechanisms are the method ... Denial means that someone will not (deliberately) admit to the truth. For example, a student may have received a bad grade on a report card but tells himself that grades don't matter. .... " -

Yeahh we'll shine like stars in the summer night,
We'll shine like stars in the winter night,
One Heart.
One Hope.
One Love.
With or without you